Life...

asalamualaikum. well hello dear reader(s)... heee wanna share something. just got news from family ... my dad kena tahan kat hospital. due to something was wrong with his paru2 sebelah kanan.. i am so super worried. :( i cry when ever daddy call or text,, i cant deal with this. i cant hear daddy sick or anybody in my family.... and i am super allergic with hospital.. i imagine hospital is haunted 4 me... ahhhhh :( i really need to go back limbang but sure mom wont let me. dah la my sister fila will going to mukah this early dec.. hmmm... poor daddy :( oh luckily mom no longer work at office. so she can look after daddy...Dear Allah. please mudahan segalanya berjalan dengan lancar.. ameen...:) alhamdulillah i have pple who love me and supportive around me... keep supporting me no mater what, :) now i have a big problem with my budget, need to handle this very wisely because i cant just like minta to mom lam keadaan like this. poor them :( ahhh now i regret the money i spen on useless thang, man if only i can turn back time. oh wait,,, nooooo ... there are no regret... just let it be,, every problem will come up with solution right :) nevermind. anyway...hoping everything will going to be okay soon! and addition my test 2. sooo semua la exam nak muncul jua.. haishh... i hope i can face it this time.. since i am so down for my result environmental test 1. urghhhhh i can do better!!!! but i cant make it that time. :( so have to do this CQI thang.... life... life lfeeeeee getting harder ... :\ ok. will update soonn XOXO